Dude...C'mon...

We had our holiday party this past Monday at work. It was cool. However, it started to die out early, at about one and by two a whole group of us decided on going to another bar that we knew would still be open. So off we went, to drink some more. When we get there, there are these three guys sitting a the bar already hammered, and one of them took a liking to me. He was really cute, shorter than me (are there any men left in New York City over 5'8"??), and Irish, with the accent and all. We chatted a bit, and while he was talking to me at one point, I just pushed my face right into his and kissed him...in front of my friends!! I normally like to kiss a man in a more private setting, but that night I just threw caution to the wind and stole a kiss. Then at that point, he asks if I'm coming back to his place with him and I agreed to go. Then off we went.

Longer story short, and to cut to the good part, we are fooling around in his bed and things are getting a bit heated. So I stopped for a second and asked him if he had a condom. Would you believe this dude was like, "I don't know. Look on the shelf above for one."

That's when I knew he probably didn't have one. Because if he did, he would have gone straight for it. But he had me look, perhaps in the hopes that I felt I gave it a try and would decide to throw caution to the wind and just do it anyway. Not a chance.

So anyway, I get up, look around on the shelf and just confirm to myself that he didn't have one. But then I saw a wrapper under a paper and I grabbed it.

Oh my god, can I just tell you that it was already empty?!?! My first thought was, "Oh, I guess I'm the second girl this week or so that's been here with him." And as I was pondering that thought, I realised that the brand that it was was the Magnum.

FUCK!!!

Needless to say, I kind of wished that we could do it, but felt that I was better off not having done it at all. Because it seems lately that fate his it in store for me that I hold off for some reason. And I'm thinking that the reason is that something really good is to come along.

The Irish guy did make me coffee in the morning and we traded numbers making plans to go out to dinner next week. Hmm...we'll see how that turns out...